Reflection I have here in Mussafah, Abu Dhabi

For the past few days there were several things in my life that change. Though the fact shows that it really change as I have a quite different life here in abroad but I just can’t resist to the change I’ve found recently. It was a change that I never expect to come and never in my nightmare it appears. At first, I was hesitant to face the truth that I was into it. I tried to deny my feelings and convert it through several things. But I can’t help myself! I keep on thinking about it.

It was actually about a life at ease you’ve found to somebody. Something like a new found friend along your journey whom you never expect that there are people like them. Friends who are accepting you as what you are despite the lapses you’ve done at first meet. Friends whose also keeping your secrets the way you wanted to. Friends whom you never expect that they are true to you. Why did I say so? ‘Cause in our world today we often meet people who are back fighters, perfectionist, tactless and judgmental. People who claim that they are clean well in fact, they’re not! And thank’s God ’cause those friends I’ve found does not posses those qualities.

First time in my whole twenty-fifth of existence just only now I’ve feel this overwhelming feelings that I’ve found from them. I never wanted this to end. I wanted to treasure it as long as I live though time will come that I’ll have my own family. I know everything happens for a reason and I guess, I meet them for reason too. Whatever the reason is or maybe I’m so glad to meet them to be part of my life’s journey.

To my new found friends specially to Da, thank you for coming into my life and accepting me as what I am. I know I did some lapses from the start but you still accept me. I hope to be part of your life, dreams and plans as we traveling along. There might be some barriers we will encounter in the coming days I hope it won’t be the reason to stop the connection we created. To my new friends, thank you for accepting me! I can never tell how much I value each of you. I know your all wondering if I am a good person. Honestly, I can never tell too if I am! But rest assures, that I’ll try to be the best person as I can. As I ever wanted to join a journey with you guys! God Speed!